an was different from her after standing by and watching for so long.
她作壁上观了那么久后，她才后知后觉地惊讶发现，原来徐芊芊是和自己不同的。
That girl was so smart, but she was so stupid herself.
她那么聪明，而自己却是那么的愚蠢。
No, they two used to be on par in every aspect. It was impossible that she’d be inferior to her!
不，不，当年她们俩无论在任何方面都是伯仲之间的，她不可能比徐芊芊差，不可能！
Ever since she realized that Xu Qianqian might be better than her, she had become increasingly unfriendly to her and even hated her from the bottom of her heart.
自从意识到了徐芊芊可能强过自己，她就变得对她越来越不友好起来，甚至从心里生出了浓浓的恨意。
They had been competitors since they were young, so naturally, they didn''t have a good impression of each other. However, they had competed openly and fairly in the past. She had always been proud and would never use dirty means to win.
俩人从小就是竞争对手，本就对对方没有多少好感，只是以往她们俩都是光明正大地公平竞争，她向来骄傲，不屑于用手段赢过对方。