ry a man who loves me and is worth my love, have my children, and live a happy life with my family.
小时候我最大的愿望是能吃饱饭，能穿暖衣，后来我想要读书习字，后来我想要赚更多的钱，成为一个富人，现在我只想做一个清清白白的姑娘，成为一个普普通通的良家女子，有着一个寻寻常常的人生，嫁一个爱我也值得我爱的男人，生下属于自己的孩子，一家人开开心心快快乐乐。
However, I was not fated to do that in this life!
可是这些和我似乎今生无缘！
"I''m greedy. I''m too greedy. My goal has always been changing, and I want to get more and more, more and more out of reach."
是我贪，是我太贪了，我的目标一直在变化，而且想要得到的越来越多，越来越遥不可及。
As long as I was content, I could live happily ever after.
但凡我知足些，也许我就能过得很快乐。
There was no need to overthink. It was difficult for me to fall asleep, and the pillow was wet with tears.
不必像现在一样，优思过度，彻夜难眠，枕头上是泪水打湿了的痕迹。
Why was it that even if I had such an unreconciled heart, I was unwilling to accept my fate and the current situation?
为什么我就算有这么一颗不甘的心，不甘于命运，不甘于现状。